Bleak employment situation

I got into job-hunting mode.

It seem to get worse than I
expected.

I am gonna take active steps to find employment,

but not entirely spent job hunting.

Getting job is not my real goal, just means to acheive it.

I wish everyone gd luck in your job-hunting

It's getting close to the end of the year

It's been 3months since I came back to the reality, life in Japan.


I feel the timd went by so surprisingly fast.



Hey, everybody


It's a time to consider the record of the past year.

extraordinary time n experience in ur life

long time no see.
I've been sick n so in a rush that i forgot my birthday.
I want to cherish my extraordinary time and experience in my diary life.
my stay in Montreal might be my extraordinary thing in my life.

don't be scared.
escape from tepid, lukewarm water.




http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xwMufuLauEw&feature=youtube_gdata

Smoke

I am a smoker.

I have to figure out cigarette's danger n risk.
However, I mean the influence cause the other.

A lit ciggarette is carried at the height of a child's face.
we carry a 700 degree fire in my hand with people walking around me.

Hum...

Snap out of it.

I always used to think that I'd like to stay seventeen forever if I could.

Humm, to tell you the truth, even now...sometimes.....unconciously.

However, not anymore.

I'm going to be an adult.
I'm going to mature.
I'm going to keep on getting stronger.

I have to get stronger for everyone.
Although it's still difficult for me to overcome it, everything will be fixed and is on the mend.

Snap out of it!!!!!!!!
Snap out of it!!!!!!!!!!
Snap out of it!!!!!!!!!!!!

Olga

She finally came back to Montreal.

I have been sick for these days. I have a bad cough from a cold.
I can't breath well as if my two lungs disappeared.
Why???? Why did I catch a f**king cold and feel like that???

Because I slept as naked as my mother bore me??

No,, Someone I lost before came back to Montreal to make up my half of hole???

It must be....

Hey!!!!! You also have to back here to overcome my cold and bring Summer to Montreal!!!!!!

Anyway, I'm really glad and happy to see her again.

What's your motto?

"Mind if I give you one piece of advice?"

"Sure, go ahead"

"Don't feel sorry for yourself," he said. "Only assholes do that"

It's been 5 years since I met my Bible, Norwegian Wood.

Don't feel sorry for yourself.